I Don’t See What You See

I still see a beautiful world when I look through my eyes.    I still see the good in people and I see the potential for success everywhere.   I see hopefulness, prosperity and dreams coming true!  I see love, when you may see hate.  I see inspiration where you may see sorrow.   I see second chances where you've given up.  

While there is a lot of ugly out there, I choose not to see it or dwell on it.  In our forever changing world, where people live with their faces glued to their phones and computers, seldom looking into the eyes of their lover across the table, I sill hope.   I see my life partner, wherever he might be.   He’s in my dreams, in my heart and forever in my eyes.   When he manifests into my life, I look forward to spending time together, without our phones, and without the computers, leaving social media to the rest of the world, and our dreams in action to thrive. 

I see my success every day, everywhere, and the endless opportunities coming my way.  While you see lack, I see prosperity.  Where you may see hopelessness, I see hope.   Where you may see the world coming to an end, I see change and I am willing to change.   Where you see doom and gloom, I see happiness & joy, love, prosperity, and new beginnings.   It’s a choice and a choice I lavish to it’s fullest.

Where you see a disrespectful leader, I see a man who has courage, to go against all odds & fight to change the world.  I’ve never doubted for one moment, that any of our leaders have all had skeletons.  That is human.   All our leaders are broken.  While you are judging for perfection, I see a human being who is fighting for us.  Where you see the flaws of our leaders, I see potential and hard work ethics.   Where you see skeletons, I look in the mirror first, and then I choose not to judge;  for I do not want to be judged myself.   Where you make demands of perfection, I am aware that our greatest leaders are all flawed and that’s what perhaps, gives them the courage to lead.  Leaders are made from sinners.  We are all sinners.   It's how we survive, learn lessons and then build character through our trials and tribulations. 

The Miracles are Everywhere

Where many see evil, I see God.  I may not know what GOD truly is, but what I do know is this:  when  I am quiet in nature, I see GOD and the miracles everywhere.    I've had many days where I've doubted my faith, and yet each moment I spend in nature being quiet, I see the miracles all around me.  I remember that we are all here to experience all the human emotions, and therefore we are all connected.  As long as we fight to stay connected, there will continue to be miracles.  The more we separate, the more we give Evil a chance to prevail.   For me, if there is evil, then it must have it's opposite, and for me that is God.  

Photography by Tamarah Ellen    Owlet

While most of you wait, for our leaders and our government to change, I seek solutions on how I can change myself first; then I can the world around me, one day at a time.  Change is what we need, but it starts with the people and how we react and work together.  It won't be easy, but nothing worthwhile ever is.  Change comes within and this is my world too, so I matter too.   While many are self serving, I am learning to serve others.  It may seem like a long road sometimes, but the rewards are endless!  

While many seek the easy way out, and the easy person to love, I seek the perfect opportunities and the perfect person for me; which in turn won't be perfect, for neither am I.    My greatest accomplishments will come through my perseverance, and not the get rich quick fixes.   A love worth having is a love worth fighting for, and so are the opportunities of a lifetime. 

Where most of you spend time arguing about politics and clinging to the ‘need to be right,’ I spend my time asking, “how can I change the world?”   While most of you cling to the things that you have no control over, fueling your anger, I cling to my dreams and my hope.    While most of you look forward to retirement, I look forward to a “forever” full of new beginnings.  If I’m not dreaming, I’m not living.   I've got a lot to live for!!! 

Self-Portrait with my gang!!!

I only see the ugly, when I first open Facebook on my phone, only quickly to leave, the news-feed and go to my page.   That’s an easy fix.   I don’t need to know what is going on in the world, because I see it every time, I pick up my phone. I don't have to turn on the news.  What I see, is the world the American people, are themselves creating, through their own hatred, fear & negativity.  

There are still many people like me, who are fighting for their dreams, and it is those people whom I follow for inspiration.  They are out there, when you turn off the noise.  Our subconscious mind will seek out, what we are focused on, so focus on the good-stuff; the stuff that makes you smile!!! 

Photography by Tamarah with her Supermodel Shih  Tzu "Turk"

 What I know, is that the world I live in is created by me; through my mindset, which I control, and the things that I have control over to make it or break it.   The world I walk in, each and every day, is my own making, and everything else is left to chance meetings, serendipity and my thoughts process.    Where most are unforgiving, I choose to continue to practice forgiveness.   It is my forgiveness that will soften my heart. 

I love the world I see.   While it is forever changing, I am responsible for how I react and live in it.   It shall be beautiful!   I have a beautiful mind and so therefore I create a beautiful life.  When the haters tell me "it's not possible, is when I say, "watch me!"   I don’t see what you see.   I see me!

Change you first and then we can change the world!!! 

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Tamarah Ellen